Must Keep Going…

Hi my readers,

Today was Match Day and congratulations to everyone who did match! May your dreams come true!

Unfortunately I did not match. It really crushed me this morning as I was so certain my result was going to be a positive one. Since my move to B.C. things were going well and I was able to slowly but surely check off all my “to do” items to make my CaRMS applications a strong one this year. So definitely felt like a punch in the stomach when I opened my results to see that I had not matched. I have not matched before, yet it always feels like the first time!

I am so thankful for my supportive family, husband, friends and doctors who are rooting for me to succeed.

I allowed myself to feel dejected and disappointed in myself for a few hours. Moped around at home. Slept, watched stupid movies, ate junk food, cried….

I do have an action plan of what I want to work on for my next round of applications. There is ALWAYS something to improve on! I’ve come too far to quit.

I will be taking a short break from blogging, facebook, instagram etc. until I figure things out.

Peace, love, happiness always.

 

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  1. I am so sorry to hear that. :[ Sending you lots of good thoughts and I’m glad you have a great support system around you + an action plan! Don’t give up! I’ll be rooting for you! ❤

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    1. Thank you Farrah. The disappointment comes in waves but I am back at my traineeship and working hard to figure out the next step. Definitely a big help to have very supportive people around me. Keeps me going for sure 🙂 Thank you for your good thoughts and yes, I will not give up on this dream of mine 🙂

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    1. Sure of course! Following you too! 🙂 In the meantime I am enjoying life and studying to retake my NAC exam to score higher. At the end of this journey I should be able to feel secure in saying I have given it my ALL 😀

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