Hi my readers,
Today was Match Day and congratulations to everyone who did match! May your dreams come true!
Unfortunately I did not match. It really crushed me this morning as I was so certain my result was going to be a positive one. Since my move to B.C. things were going well and I was able to slowly but surely check off all my “to do” items to make my CaRMS applications a strong one this year. So definitely felt like a punch in the stomach when I opened my results to see that I had not matched. I have not matched before, yet it always feels like the first time!
I am so thankful for my supportive family, husband, friends and doctors who are rooting for me to succeed.
I allowed myself to feel dejected and disappointed in myself for a few hours. Moped around at home. Slept, watched stupid movies, ate junk food, cried….
I do have an action plan of what I want to work on for my next round of applications. There is ALWAYS something to improve on! I’ve come too far to quit.
I will be taking a short break from blogging, facebook, instagram etc. until I figure things out.
Peace, love, happiness always.